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Total Control

Total Control
This depression has taken control Over my body, over my soul Sometimes I feel as if I am all but whole, This finishing cut across the threshold of skin I realize that once again Depression has total control
I try to stand up and walk away But the pain of depression is making me stay Every cut, every scar, I feel as if I am being barred, This chain holding me here Is my pain of nobody being near
Feeling totally fake, all but pure Seems like this blade is my final cure I tried to hide these feelings inside But the l

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Lost ControlLost Control
Running away from you Like a frightened child Trying to escape your grasp Running harder and harder I'm getting ready to collapse
The faster I run The closer you are No matter where I go I wont get very far You have control of me I should know that by now But I am not giving up I'll escape somehow
This just can't be real It's all in my head But you're breathing down my neck Damnit, I wish  I were dead
Running from you now So fucking hard I have beat this before I wont Lost Control
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Starting as a BudStarting as a Bud
Starting as a bud Growing on a branch Thriving into a leaf Attached at the stem Changing different colors And becoming very frail Down falls the leaf That now blows in the wind Free to go wherever And do as it wishes Until the leaf decays It blows in the wind
Day after day

Much like the bud That formed the leaf Such begins the story Of my life and me Starting as an infant So frail and so small Sheltered by my mother Fearing nothing at all Growing up so big, wow And becoming Starting as a Bud
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WantedWanted
Have you ever wanted
To just stand up and walk away Leaving all your problems
And your deception also stays Have you ever wanted To turn and look away Forgetting all of your troubles And your Hell and devlish ways Have you ever wanted To stop all the pain End your depression
And just dance in the rain Have you ever wanted To just end it all Knowing that it’s over And that you’re going to fall
Did you know I wanted To try to make you stay Solving all of your problems And make your lies go away
D Wanted
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Suicide of a ManSuicide of a Man
Spiders crawling up the wall Beging to end this fatal crawl My torture and hell ceases to exist Everything is over and I wont be missed My life has ended with the sound of a boom My lonliness is now spread across the room
Disgusting looking are these gashes Before me eyes, my life flashes Not going to be controlled anymore My soul now lays across the floor
Blood begins to trickle down the blade I start to pull out the gun I am no longer afraid No longer will I see the sun My life is now over And everything is d Suicide of a Man
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Felt LikeMy stolen reflection The only that’s whole My empty escape The only thing that took its toll I can’t stay asleep Knowing where you are I can’t stay awake I just want to stay afar
Through all my pain Comes empty days Though I’m not awake I feel it
But nothing happens for a reason anymore Nothing happens for the best anymore Nothing helps me out anymore No one helps me anymore
Now I feel it start again This is what it felt like To empty out a vein Now I feel it come back again This is what it f Felt Like
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EnoughThe blackness against the rain Has driven me forward To prove the maim
Life stands by While we wish for something more Life ends now While we watch for more
The partner system failed As dreams become The empty veil
Life stands by While we hoped for so much more Life ends now While we dream of more
The problem exists with time The dreams begin to shine While life and death combine The errors start building up The empty heart gives up While life has had enough
The shadows of our lost days &nb Enough
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Making LoveHis very touch makes her shake She thought she was dreaming but feels awake Whe he runs his hands run down her thighs She gasps and leans up to open her eyes He starts to turn her over on her back She realizes it's her love and starts to relax They stare each other in the eyes
He gets on top of her and she sighs She thinks of how this very moment makes her feel And how every breathe she makes he seems to steal She grips onto his back and pulls him against her
She prepares herself physically for whats about to occur Breathing harder and harder staring him in the eyes &nb Making Love
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Don't TryForget all the nouns I used For every time that I felt used Would I lie to you? Or would I just use another verb? All the ways I made it work With another line with a fake hook Would I die for you? Or would I just fall apart in truth?
Small lies Alibis False cries And all the tries Made by the grace of you
Well, don’t try To fall apart And don’t try To make it start Oh just don’t try To burn the past And don’t try To make it last
For every time I broke the curve For every knife that didn’t wo Don't Try
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Tue Jan 11, 2005, 7:24 AM

Holy Hell, it is a new year already! Well, I haven't been posting any music on here lately, but I have been really busy with life & college & my engagement that I haven't had time, & not to mention that my router isn't working...cable internet is supposed to be wonderful, right? Anyways, I am doing good. I have writers block right now & whatnot, but I am working hard to try to come up with some sort of posting. Anyways, I am engaged now & am moving home to Lafayette in 2 months from today! Ahh, life is good!

Peace out,
ALkY

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